26.10.07

enough singing and belting out number of songs. time to relax on a very early evening.

imagine 6 man in a car. just imagine.


we survived. laughed.

we went to Mas Anton sidewalk food stall.

as i always love kids. i love Mas Anton son. Febri.


he is such a good boy.

i ordered Ayam Goreng Separuh Matang, Tahu, Tempe and Limpa Ayam. just for myself. the rest is just having a drink. Es Jeruk.

we had a hilarious laugh listening and telling stories, walking back down the memory lane. those days when i was a teenage boy and being friend with them was like a blessing.

i and Adi walked Yvonne home.

later Adi offered to send me to 21 Lama on his motorbike. i'm going to Biznet. i guessed Zerr still did not know i have arrived in Batam.

i met Budie and he treat me a Pocari. again.

thank you Budie.

the server was so slow that i passed 3 hours without doing much. at least i'm occupied.

alone, i went to a quiet and abandoned old Studio 21. sitting on it stairs to the main entrance.

many memories there. many people i missed and wished to meet. perhaps we will bump to each other one day. GOD will.

i left around 0530wib. catching an angkot not heading home but going to Panbil. i need to walk a long road. just to wind up my mind and physics.

i started and maintain small steps. letting joggers and perhaps hundreds of vehicle passed me by.


i made it to Zerr home. within 2 hours walking. with 45 minutes break at the bus stop at Simpang Kabil.

took a rest infront of the fan to cool myself. nothing change since i left the room. Zerr still not home. i'm not dissappointed, i'm just so hungry and thirsty.

i cooked instant noodle to replenish all the gone energy.

finished my breakfast and freshen up.

time for a beauty sleep. good night.

Zerr came home in the afternoon. i did not ask much just continued sleeping.

i woke up, shower and watch TV. i did not speak much to Zerr. knowing it won't bring me good. i don't even want to asked where he slept for the past nights. i knew he will lie to me.

Zerr offered me dinner. i declined.

it was a room fill with guilty and ignorance. i told myself to go to bed even though i knew i wanted to speak. i will save it for tomorrow. i'm just not that happy.

sometimes it's good to sleep over it.